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Suffocated
Sitting waiting for something to go wrong Wondering how much longer the high of being great is going to stand Knowing without a doubt that life isn't so grand Sitting in a bunch of sand not knowing when the next rock is going to land Having the strength to see it through Going through all the emotions to know that somehow that light is going to shine through. Despised for the fact you are acting like you're in a disguise Hoping that you have another life waiting Figuring the reality that life is life and people get so used to it Day to Day nothing is new Wondering somehow when life is going to be somehow through Dreaming beyond the box that you are so comfortable in Suffocated knowing that life isn't much longer Changes scaring you, Changes sometimes haunting you Scared to figure out your whole life has been a dream Waking up to something that is unclean The world as we know it seems like it's coming to a end Nothing to live for No one to blame Knowing your life is a shame Who could love me, I'm so unclean I know there is something out there No where to turn No where to go Will somebody please let me know How will I ever get out of this mess? I need someone to dismiss The hate, the grudge, the shame Crying out with no one to hear me My heart is breaking Hoping to find someone clean To help the heaviness to lift off my shoulders No one to blame I'm hurt because of my stupid mistakes Learning over and over again why it hurts Someone knowing all the pain Someone knowing all the hurt Someone knowing all the grief Someone knowing all the despair Someone knowing all the sickness Me learning the way Me learning the road Who is this Jesus that can take away my pain? Who is this Jesus that can take away my hurt? Who is this Jesus that can take away my grief? Who is this Jesus that can take away my despair? Who is this Jesus that can take away my sickness? I've seen you walking in joy everyday.. I've never seen you have a bad day... How can someone have that much joy? What do you have that I need? Friend I'm here to tell you, Jesus is the only way!
~Tiffany~
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