Suffocated

Sitting waiting for something to go wrong
Wondering how much longer the high of being great is going to stand
Knowing without a doubt that life isn't so grand
Sitting in a bunch of sand not knowing when the next rock is going to land
Having the strength to see it through
Going through all the emotions to know that somehow that light is going to shine through.
Despised for the fact you are acting like you're in a disguise
Hoping that you have another life waiting
Figuring the reality that life is life and people get so used to it
Day to Day nothing is new
Wondering somehow when life is going to be somehow through
Dreaming beyond the box that you are so comfortable in
Suffocated knowing that life isn't much longer
Changes scaring you, Changes sometimes haunting you
Scared to figure out your whole life has been a dream
Waking up to something that is unclean
The world as we know it seems like it's coming to a end
Nothing to live for
No one to blame
Knowing your life is a shame
Who could love me, I'm so unclean
I know there is something out there
No where to turn
No where to go
Will somebody please let me know
How will I ever get out of this mess?
I need someone to dismiss
The hate, the grudge, the shame
Crying out with no one to hear me
My heart is breaking
Hoping to find someone clean
To help the heaviness to lift off my shoulders
No one to blame
I'm hurt because of my stupid mistakes
Learning over and over again why it hurts
Someone knowing all the pain
Someone knowing all the hurt
Someone knowing all the grief
Someone knowing all the despair
Someone knowing all the sickness
Me learning the way
Me learning the road
Who is this Jesus that can take away my pain?
Who is this Jesus that can take away my hurt?
Who is this Jesus that can take away my grief?
Who is this Jesus that can take away my despair?
Who is this Jesus that can take away my sickness?
I've seen you walking in joy everyday..
I've never seen you have a bad day...
How can someone have that much joy?
What do you have that I need?
Friend I'm here to tell you,
Jesus is the only way!

~Tiffany~

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