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Feel on the outside
When have you ever felt when everything in you wants to throw up, but you don't because that is the very last thing you like doing.
Still sick inside you don't know what to do
Thinking you have everything right in the world
Makes everything fuzzy when you come back to life
The life that makes you feel unsure
Unsure of everything that makes you have to think
Where is my life going
What am I going to be when I grow up
For some people, you think of the many grown ups who still don't know what they want to do
My life seems to be great on the inside, but in reality it's breaking
Broken thoughts. Broken emotions.
Somehow not knowing how to feel
Crying out to God...
Where are you taking me?
How am I getting from point A to point B?
You've tried Boyfriends
You've tried every kind of Drug
Nothing seems to be working
All the Christians in the world won't be able to give you peace
Unless, you yourself have a awesome relationship with God
Picking other people up when you don't feel like it
Actually makes you feel good when you don't have to look at your own problems
Giving people the satisfaction everything will be fine
Crossing your fingers behind your back sometimes when you know that's what they want to hear.
Thanks, friend that means alto
No problem you say
It wasn't my problem anyway
Just thought I could before I cry
My friends think I'm the greatest thing since life's bread
But in reality knowing you are the last person you need to be talked to but somehow still knowing you need them
God, will help all you need to do is ask
Pray, Worship, and be encouraged
Tomorrow is another day
Another day to lift someone up
Another to keep the good things in their life
Waiting one more day to say
God, when is it going to be my day?
Now I know it sounds sort of depressing, but don't you ever feel like when you are the going through a hard time, and you end up helping another person, all the while getting more sad because there is no one helping yourself. But, know God is by your side if you just give him a chance to come in and fill you up.
Written by Tiffany Langenes
November 28, 2004
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