Desperate


Going through the roughest times in your life

Wondering what your life is going to become

Hoping to have the strength to get through the day one more time

Not forgetting the faith that got you through in the first place

But not knowing how to get it back

Life pushing you in every which way

Not knowing when the next chip is going to fall

Calling someone you know and trust

Sometimes them not being the right answer at all

Free, almost free

Yearning for that very feeling

To feel that release that everything is going to be ok

One day you'll be free

And know tomorrow is another day

To cast your hurts and fears on God

Everyone has gotten hurt for the very first time

But sometimes getting annoying when it happens more than once

When is it going to end God

This never ending churning in my heart

Not knowing, the feeling of total comfort that I had before

Why all of a sudden now

Why all of a sudden is this hitting me in a way I can't describe

Trying to, wanting to get over it

But this isn't leaving not even with a hit

Get over this feeling I have no idea how

Don't you think I would have if I knew?

How many times will it take for me to catch a clue

That I'm not in this road alone

I will always have that telephone

To call on the heavens to get me out of this mess

So much distress

The lord will keep us and never forsake us

For that is his promise

A promise that will always remain in infinity

So why don't you always depend on the trinity?


Written by Tiffany Langenes

07-14-04

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