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Dependence Sometimes it takes getting away from something to actually know why you were away from it in the first place. Then going back thinking back to all the wonderful times you had in that spot But suddenly realizing that it was never for you in the first place. Every time you are back, giving you the satisfaction you are in the right place Only for a time was that for you Yes you'll always have memories of the good times and the bad But what is it really that you are in life for you to accomplish? All that you thought you knew for that split moment slowly slips away Then going back you think...¦How? How is it that I've come this far? Where is it that I'm going next? Getting excited that there is actually something more than what you have experienced Sometimes also lonely because maybe you are in the situation of having no friends Having faith that it's only going to be for a season Or is it? Friends might come as a distraction to the very thing that you are in that place to accomplish Choosing the right path isn't always the easiest Realizing that the only person you really have to count on is God In those times of desperation no one else is there besides Him In the state of loneliness getting stronger God knowing that he is the only thing that you have to cry out to Giving you the strength to depend on him more When all else fails and no one else is around and it's just you and yourself God is sitting right next to you wondering why you haven't talked to him The feeling of being lost will only last as long as you want it When God again is there thinking if only she will cry out to me This path he has you on is hard and he never would have put you through it if he didn't think you could handle it Take it in the good times and the bad Going to a place that is unheard of Slowly moving in a total regeneration Refueling for another place and direction That tank does get empty Just let his heavenly presence fill you up more and more Written by Tiffany Langenes July 8, 2004 |