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Images Popularity is one thing that everyone wants Having friends is one thing that everyone needs Letting your social groups get bigger However, your integrity, it's getting smaller Thinking that you are strong When its too late knowing that you weren't Are they going to like me if I'm not like them? Seeking direction, in places to go Not getting the answer you want from your friends, you call friends Acquaintances are more like it Do you actually know who your true friends are? Do you get the feeling that sometimes you have to put on a show? Why would you put yourself through the trouble? Keep on going, searching for someone to talk to Not knowing that there is a person knocking at your door wanting to come in Telling you that he wants a relationship Hurting for you when you hurt Crying for you when you cry Feeling despair when you feel despair All the while going through the emotions You have no idea that he is there How can I get back to what I used to be I'll never be good enough to live up to someone's expectations Tried to please Tried to love At school wondering if friends are really worth it Going home with no one around Feeling lonely all over again Coming to be a never-ending system You can't seem to get out of Trying to stop When stopped…where would you go or turn? Would you go in the opposite direction? Would you stay neutral for a while? Not feeling anything Drugs are the answer you hear everybody say! Tried them yourself wondering just why other people like it so much when all you did was throw up Making love to someone that you won't remember in the morning until the test results become positive Noticing that the world around you is so unclean Knowing yourself, you're unclean Wanting to take a shower but finding out there isn't a hose No where to turn, No where to go Friends aren't worth it, Neither is having fun as the world sees it Coming to know the realization that things aren't the way its supposed to be Hoping soon to be free Feeling so down because everyone hates me Asking myself, what have I become? I know who Jesus is, I know he is there for I'm ashamed for what I've shown No one else has been able to help me Maybe giving Jesus a chance will save me Just wishing someone to love me I know I've made mistakes I know its not going to be a piece of cake I'm willing to try But Jesus please help before I die!!!! For you are my one hearts cry Thank you, for loving me Thank you, for not giving up on me Not thinking of me as a waste of time But letting me know in my prime There is a hope, There is a line That I can call on anytime Written By: Tiffany Langenes 4-21-04 |